I'm not from this place
All I taste is my face
In my mouth from my fears

All these years are just tears
You forgot in a week
When you saw a world that you wished

You never looked so you needn't mind
I'm left without you


Good $#&@ing riddance
I am sweaty and I am shaking
All that we built you're forsaking

Heart shrouded in poison
You wanted me for free
With nothing no apology

Full of greed to succeed
I'm happy that you're $#&@ed up


More than dead you're still alive
More then over you haunt my life
You have no idea what you've done to me

I'll never treat a heart the same

You left me crying in your bedroom

You couldn't wait the end was so soon

So I sit and I stare

Like a train you're not there
I try and you make
It's my fault I'm naïve

All your friends were fake, they lie
And it was, time to part
I will never get the feeling back

I could have helped you

Being certain and not knowing

I am here and it is showing
Moving on is going back
Starving mind appearing crack

I can't leave my world was us

I $#&@ing hate how you know every little thing about me

Even the things that I don't even know
I $#&@ing hate that you were the one, and the one that told me so
I $#&@ing hate, I don't even know


I $#&@ing hate you now, there's nothing left of we
You're all but dead to me, I don't $#&@ing need to hold you close

In all but wasted time in both our wasted minds
What was born was love and it brought floods of hate