(First Verse: Infinite)
One time.. Thats all I need, dog.
One chance.. and ill finally plant this seed, dog.

And if I dont make an impact, catch me on the street praying to god, cause you know thats what he believes dog.
I just need him to kill this Monster Inside,
because he takes control of me and he speaks when I rhyme.

I gotta calm down, loosen all these thoughts that got me blind,
but the hate in my heart man.. the good in me died and im..
STUCK MELTING, PRETENDING.

I even had a plan in this joke of a college,
I go to class but when I get home, im an artist.
And I write my whole life down, recite it for you.

Hoping you like it, and maybe some of your friends too.
Cause then. I could be something that I always dreamed,
I've been hidden on the map, but it always seemed.

Like I had a bigger purpose, always stuck under the surface, A kid no body would notice, They say just keep your focus but..
Its so hard in a room full of fakes, every pair of eyes.. some's been tearing for days.
And every heart holds a burden you could never wait.

If you feel like me, throw your hands out your face, and just sing.
STUCK MELTING, PRETENDING.


(Verse 2: Solystic)
Thats why I'm in the position im in.
Cause everyday I write about my life, through a pen.

I try to keep it stable, on the turner table, but its hard when you see so many friends turn fable.
You dont know who to trust
Who could stab you in the back, with a knife and take your life for a label.

But now you're $#&@ed. Cause in your brain, you feel nuts.
When they ask about it. You dont say much.
When you're paranoid, it destroys any ounce of happiness inside, you no longer feel joy.

You hear voices in the hallway.
You stay inside, you dont go outside all day.
but when you see 'em, they dont remember your face.

Now you're doing anything to make them remember your name.
It's all the same, and you live it day by day.
Doin anything you can to escape all the pain.

But how you supposed to see it all clear through the rain?
When it keeps coming down, washing you away.
We all got problems, we deal with them different.

Cause a lot of people, would take a needle to the vein.
And now you know what it's like to fight through the pain.


STUCK MELTING, PRETENDING.
(Verse 3: Infinite)
.. that half the time, i knew what I was doing.

It may not show, but my self esteem is ruined.
Like, ill never be able to go infront of a crowd.
Im too shy, ill let you all down, man I blew it..

I hope that day never comes, I've worked too hard to be treated like some scum who couldn't hold up.
To his own word . Instead you'll see me above the crowd, you'll say "thats absurd!"
Because thats not the kid, that I used to know.

He never said a word, and now he's rockin shows.
Like there's nothing to it,
He cant stop this music.

Now everybody in his city is behind his movement.
But until that day, ill stay sitting in my room
god.. until that day.

IM MELTING, PRETENDING.. gone.