In this proud land i grew up strong
With arms around me felt alone
I got nothing left won't hold my breath

Cause all I know is certain death
A nervous wreck, I curl and fret
But first I step the dirt and check

For treasures in chests, it's checkers and chess
I've never been blessed, I've never been less
I fear the daemons inside my head

at night they stand beside my bed
chant rhymes of dead my mind's possessed
inside is mist of mindlessness

a sign of x combines the mess
brain matter missed I'd like a set
now my mind is basically laid to rest


I know I can't control my anger
Slowly banging my head to matter

Hoping that one day it's all ok
But for now hate blocking my way
I'm stuck in a cage, been stuck here for days

Only come out when you've tucked in and prayed
You're lucky you've ain't, these knuckles of rage
Have buckled and bent, suckled on sin

There's nothing within, but a blood lusted grin
And I'm suffering visions of lust and mischief
It's $#&@ing sadistic, this is sickness

%#@!! I'm running away from life
I got no one left and it ain't so nice
It ain't like I don't try but I can't find the fight

Cuz the wrong vision's brighter than the left or the right