Verse 1-
Not sure if this was ever meant to be
when i was crippled and you gave no sympathy

It was great while it lasted
until the end, i just couldn't move past it
As if God's throne fell on top of me

you committed the ultimate robbery
Left me outside as an oddity
but, i really thought you were a part of me

part of 2 but you made it 3
and when i knew i was barely able to breathe
unable to leave

no ability to see
how much you actually changed me
rearranged we

into a postion that i could hardly believe
So i'm sure you had lust and i had greed
but it's over now, its a finished deed

a bad one at that
one which caused an evidential crack
in our simple relationship

I just find it a little pathetic
that you needed another dick
yeah, thats right. i said it

and neither am i finished
because you spurred on the severage
and thrusted full force on the leverage

left me with ciggarettes and an alcholic beverage
to help cure and sway away the pain
until i found a mask that seemed to hide away the stains

no ailment when your drowning in this rain
especially when it lead to your own gain
while you were the one to blame

I guess we were never really the same
so i aligned with pride and avoided shame
other wise i would of gone $#&@ing insane

after you pointed your pistol at my brain
but missed, hit my soul from your lack of aim
but, it grew stronger and it sparked that flame

So as the wind and the water blows
i will hate you till the day that i go above or below
The trees and the plants shall change and grow

but if you change and want me back i promise you that
i will say, no
Verse 2-

I looked at the time as it went by
contemplating every single one of your lies
finding what i need to realize

and see with my own eyes
I feel as if i need to try
but i know deep down that'd you'd rather have me die

wiped away from all existence
no resistence
but just listen

because you are the one that i was missin
although, it seems time to abort this mission
and extort the fiction

so that i can escape from this addiction
while i'm eliminating this restriction
for future freedom is part of my prediction

but this emotional suffering fuels my infliction
I guess love is just your ordinary superstition
You became everything from nothing in an instant

Too be honest you were just an experiment
one that started out as so insignficant
but ended in a hell that seemed infinite

too see if i had it in me
And i ended up crashing into an ocean of envy
So here i am to morn under the storm

in the fetus of hell where i was born
torn and sworn apart from each other
never to be reconnected together

as if i was the artic and you were sunny wheather
well, in the end at least i realized that i was better
Now, that's something i really hope you remember

and for how long you may ask, well forever
is the simple answer
and i hope that i avoid you as if you were a plague or cancer
A Female devil vixen
that'll leave anyone scarred and sickened

to the point beyond death
shattering every single breath
put into a position that's worthless
sinking miles below my best
accepting that i might actually be blessed

because i certainly got through the last portion of the test
So, here i am ready to confess
The truth is I only loved you for your breast's
Verse 3-
If love and hate collided

divided
you would multiply it
and shine it
for the whole world to see
because, free is not part of your policy

So in all honesty
I let you become the boss of me
so many lies and i tried to count them
just to realize that i was stepping into your fountain
I was missing the objective
and ignoring this pain that was truly selective

because i was poorly handling my own perspective
my soul was set on fire and i failed to protect it
the arrow was dodgeable but i still let it
and it punctured oh so effectively
a painful memory and i kept it inside of me
until i figured it was only temporary so i left it behind the air i breathe
Just, too much anger for me to swallow

although it opened my eyes to understand that you were only hollow
So why are you one for somebody like me to follow
Please just tell me i need to know
but that'll never happen even if i let it go
So i write it down in ink from my pens
waging my love and anger well, that depends
on how much damage there is to amend

so forget the letters that i usually send
they're only taking away from my air
and the helping hand that'll you never lend
because the reality is that you don't care
and you never will
even if time stopped at a perfect stand still
you've already had your fill

and i was the last one you had to kill
So, yeah this %#@! is $#&@ing great
having you become all the focus of my hate
Started as just another girl i wanted to date
until i got dose of misery handed to me by fate
i almost escaped but i guess i was just too late.