I don't know
What is wrong
With this contradiction

Annihilated before prevail
Disruption created from the overall weakness inside me
I have to take a decision

And survive within the lies
With unfulfilled desires
Because that's what our god defines


And what have i expected
I can't learn from my mistakes

I hate myself for the man i can't be
The memories
Will haunt me for ever


I can't control
My self like before

Because of you
I'm so weak and alone
I don't have the strength

To fight anymore
I surrender
Because I lost everything I ever loved


Before the break of dawn
I will be whole again

Before i close my eyes
Once and forever


And what have i expected
Nothing seems to be real
I can't learn from my mistakes

And that's the reason why i'm imprisoned
I hate myself for the man i can't be
And i've become what you want me to be

The memories will haunt me for ever Before the break of thedawn!