I know a man who is shaded in grey
He dreams of abandon, but in chains he lays
A victim to the beast in his mind

I'm disgusted with him, I'm disgusted with me

Devoured by the depths of endless night

I struggle to see the power of light
Visions once clear we're dismantled by fright


I cannot see I cannot stay
All that's becoming of me
I'm trying to find a life that was once mine

You'll never take this life

I'll wash away the bitterness and bane

My weary state and weakness
No longer inside


I quickly saw it all inside my head
A man whose intentions are in complete ruin
I saw that look right in his eyes

When he had all at once

Met his own demise

There is no sympathy
Left in me


Don't try and run
Don't try and run


I cannot see I cannot stay
All that's becoming of me
I'm trying to find a life that was once mine

You'll never take this life

I'll wash away the bitterness and bane

My weary state and weakness
No longer inside


This is my life
I am who I am
DOn't try and $#&@ing change that

Bleah

Somedays

Oh some days
I just wish you were dead


You are the one in my head
The one that speaks to me
I wrote these words for you

I am my only foe