I stand alone thought that you hated me
The son that you didn't want
My style, less than nothing in your mind

Tattoos and the hardcore scene but right now this is where I stand
This is my pride and pain
I never thought I would feel this insane pain

But that's all over
There's just one regret
That I don't know what you really thought about me

I was your first born son
Why did you leave me?


And then there was the news that crucial day on Halloween
You gave your life away
Did not know what to do

Did not know what to $#&@ing say

So much pain

I have to think
What's going to be next that will hunt me?
You're surrounded by my blackened heart

And nobody will take that away

I stand alone thought that you hated me

My style, less than nothing in your mind
Tattoos and the hardcore scene but right now this is where I stand


Years have passed
I live the same life
There's only one thing that has changed

You're not around here anymore to show me your pride
Of what I have become
Is this what you want?

Are you right there above me?
'cause I know that every day you're looking down on me


This is my life
The world has changed
I didn't win because you were not here

Stand by my side to say I'm your $#&@ing sunshine
Now go to sleep and rest in peace


You're my precious, the one that I cherish
You're my precious, the one that I love
I am not a $#&@ing fool you think you're laughing about

She's my strength
I'll take you down with me
Take you down with me