There are only so many ways,
that I pretend to be okay.
Under my smile; a masquerade,

with every laugh; no progress made.
For in the end; I feel the same,
and you don't really care so whose's to blame?


If I wake up in the morning,
only just to think of you;

Then I'll wake up in the morning,
with out the headache true.


For you I'd do the same,
but the walls, I can't break though.
The rough edges you protect yourself with,

I'm damaging me for you.

With all due respect I'm trying,

keep strong, no crying!

If I wake up in the morning,

only just to think of you;
Then I'll wake up in the morning,
with out the headache true.

So smother all my thought space,
and kill what kills me too.
Then I'll wake up in the morning,

with out the headache true.

So until the next time I see you,

provided nothing occures;
I'll keep this blood inside my heart,
and try to survive my poison.

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Keep strong, no crying!


If I wake up in the morning,
only just to think of you;

Then I'll wake up in the morning,
with out the headache true.
So smother all my thought space,

and kill what kills me too.
Then I'll wake up in the morning,
with out the headache true.