Best friends for a long time,
I never wanted to state my mind,
Forever great-full, time well spent,

Times change don't live with regret,
All these thoughts race round my head,
they split apart fray at the ends

they never heal they never end,

Gracefully we both sway, negativity pours through my veins

3 years from the day, the day you told me to stay away,
pains don't just wash away, there everlasting here to stay,
My hearts been lead astray, ever since that fateful day,


Times change you $#&@in said it,
So much more to give its why you regret it,

choices made were cast astray,
spit your venom spread your rage,


I tried to see things through your eyes,
darker than a winters night,


How hard can it be, disconnecting from my sanity,
look at my knuckles, clenched to white,
pushed and pulled what's left of life,

take me back and end this plight, why am I,
Mistaken, forsaken Ill never take this,
my bones ache, I can't think straight, never forgave,


As these drugs run through my veins,
casting shadows they pave my way,

I sit and wait through endless days,
long your touch I never felt again.