How could one look mean so much to me?
How could you leave me without a chance to breath?
Is it fair that to you I am no one, when you are my everything?


I'm $#&@ing sick of looking in the mirror and hating all that stares back at me.
I've hated my life, and myself, for so long that I know this is all I'll ever amount to be.

I'm tired of being a failure, I'm so $#&@ing tired of everything.
Cause life's holding me down


Despite my best efforts, it seems that I'm destined to sink.
I know you can't hear me; but at least it gives me peace.
Try give me one more reason why not to die in my sleep.

Here lies the end of my road, and I hope it marks the end of my struggles.

The one thought that keeps plaguing my mind

Will I still hold your heart tomorrow?
I know i don't deserve a moment of your time
But just your smile alone makes me want to stay alive.


I'm letting go of these tainted mirrors, you've opened me to light.
Lifted me from the waters, filled my lungs with new life.

Walked me down and unmarked road, no longer yearning to die.