Y'keep your head inside the bottle
And I'll just keep cutting up lines.
Y'spend your life in constant sorrow

And I'll just pretend that I'm fine.

Cos only once the drugs are done

Do I feel almost human, numb.
And only once my heads unclear
Do I feel like dying right here.


Y'keep your lies for those who'll listen
And I'll just keep borrowing time.

The hesitation when you're missing
All of the moments in life go by.


And only once the drugs are done
Do I feel almost human, numb.
And only once my heads unclear

Do I feel like dying right here.

Y'keep your problems so well hidden

That even your tears feel like smiles.
That I will die here is a given,
And no one will ever know why.


Only once the drugs were done
Did I feel almost human, numb.

And only once my head was clear
Did I feel safe dying right here.