HEARTFELT lyrics : "The Riverside"
My reflection screams, "look at me in the face." I've become so empty.
I'm so sick of everything.
Something stirs inside of me, it's growing bold and what I hear is all these voices in my head.
I'm going nowhere, growing dead.
It's struggle every day when no-one seems to notice that this life inside is nothing like
all the lies that we live before we die.
I can see it right before my very eyes,
Nothing left to do but say goodbye.
And I know that I'll feel so much more alive
when I'm on the other side.
Hear me now,
I'm not sure what I'm thinking in my head.
When will I ever feel the sunlight on my skin again?
I don't know.
Force my face into the freezing river,
fill my lungs with something they can't stand so I will die.
Choking, heaving, rising from the water, I keep thinking to myself... I am nothing.