Iâ??ve got a list of bad habits.
I only want it cuz I know I canâ??t have it.
There I go talkinâ?? %#@! again.

It does me no good but itâ??s fun to pretend.
I say a lot of things that I donâ??t mean.
Iâ??ll put this bottle down after one more drink.

For the sex and the drugs,
Iâ??d sell off my soul.
But the devil said you canâ??t sell whatâ??s already been sold.

You think I give a $#&@?
Ya, I tried that one once.
I gambled with my life and lost everything I love.

This is all Iâ??ve got.
This is what I get.
I set myself up for a life of regret.

Iâ??d take it back if I had the chance.
I wish I could explain every mistake.
It made me the man I am/hate today.

How can I make anyone proud when I let everyone down?
I canâ??t shake this.
I canâ??t $#&@ing take it.â?