I don't like what you've become
I don't like what you've become
A ball chaned tight

To the back of my mind
And I don't like what you've become
Such a vivid smile

As I cut this vine
And I don't like what you've become


Cause I never ever ever ever left you
Though I barely ever ever ever touch you
I could never ever ever ever hurt you

Cause I do remember how I loved you
When I vowed to love you
And take you

I never left you

A void I just can't describe

Has been with me for a while
My quiet space
Has been replaced

By a yearn I don't know, I can't find
And I don't Know why
I can't stop lying

And I don't like what I've become

Cause I never ever ever ever left you

Though I barely ever ever ever touch you
I could never ever ever ever hurt you
Cause I do remember how I loved you

When I vowed to love you
And take you
I never left you


Left you, I want you, I left you
I hurt you, I love you, touch you

I love you
I'm in love
I hate you I can't love

I want you I can't love
I love you I can't love myself
I hurt you

I hate you I can't love
I want you I can't love
I left you I can't love myself