It's been feeding on every dark thought in me
Spreading rumors in my mind
Building anger in my heart

Burning hatred in my eyes
Now I see through all the lies


What I see I despise
What I see I recognize


I twist their every word
To find a crack
To see the truth

To find the places I've been used
To find a piece of me in you
To find something I can abuse


Now I see
You need me to put your weakness on

I spit on the hand you offer
Spit on the $#&@ing words your speak
You will never find me trusting

You will never me weak

What I see I despise

What I see I recognize

It's all sickening to me

All these good intentions

I remember all the times you let me down

When I found myself alone
All the times you weren't around
Left me time to think

Who you are
What you give
What I need


What I see I despise
What I see I recognize


I don't need no one but me!


I twist their every word
To find a crack
To see the truth

To find the places I've been used
To find a piece of me in you
To find something I can abuse