So here we are,
So alive,
Never thought this would be real life.

This sums up everything.
From the beginning.
I don't know how to make this right,

I've done enough to make you feel like you were right.
That's just how it goes.
Sometimes you must lose everything to find yourself to blame.

Behind the scenes it is never enough,
To get the respect,
Or turning back on everything you want.

On the last day, I've made it my place.
To void out my past, to void out my name.
I'm starting over, to blackout the shame.

To Start Over.
These eyes see all. I watch everything.
As you turn away, Telling lies.

See me now, watching you, Fail.
Trust me, When your, Falling down.
So here I Am,

Everything around seems to be so glum,
Challenge you to make it work yourself to cry.
Ill leave you just tell me now I cannot feel like,

I have never seen enough to turn it all around,
I cannot make it real
Like you would feel like you were not around.

I would never see that you were smiling down my face. I
Cannot seem to figure out my own.
Searching for the answers to things left unsaid.

I will pretend never ends,
Living life on the edge.
I felt it was time to pull myself back

To make me Understand
I Will Be, the one.
To crawl around to make your nights feel love

Luring me, to find a way to call it, and you read.
Until we're Dead