(Verse 1)
I was looking the photos of the only trip we took,
I sat there and thought to myself , that maybe I should take a look at my life,

And try to find direction.
See if I can push myself to strive to try and find perfection,
I try to find my way, travel down the right path,

But it always leads me to another mother$#&@ing gash,
across my heart,
and I can feel the pain,

Slowly creeping to the surface to drive me insane,
I start to see it now the pain in my lyrics,
Now if only someone cared enough to really try to hear this,

A fantasy ill probably never get to chase,
The speed of life is finally gonna pick up a faster pace,
And now I,

Lie here in my bed, thinking about the past, thinking about the future and how I could make it last,
Then the truth starts to show its true form,
Sadly truth and lies used to share the same college dorm,

So close
(Verse 2)
now we begin with a journey to the mind,

of another kid who feels left behind,
not me, I was too lucky when I saw the light,
but it's always seemed to be two colors only black or white,

nothing in the middle, nothing to the side,
just waiting for the one I love to finally arrive,
yes we sit here, just waiting on the terrace,

wondering how loud to shout for someone to finally hear us,
yelled until our throats just couldn't make a sound,
then I looked at you, the only one around,

it's scary huh? starting to fall in love,
they say I'm 15 so I should probably begin to shut up,
I never said I understood, that's really great,

I've founded the easiest route to start to navigate,
it's full of lonely nights, but I'll survive,
and I'll act like it's easy for me to say goodbye