Gave up my loving for all that I'm hating
Hating the loving I gave
Oh terrified by the horrible lies

Lies the evil we've made
Wake up! I'm sweating, I'm burning, I'm dreading
Dreading the life that I hate

There was a time when at least I was winning
Living a life that's okay


Here's my reward for your life
That you gave me


Let me love you
Fear and blame you
Let me love you

Scar and burn you

Started defending, was seeing the ending

Started defending, was seeing the ending
Finished before it began
Came in deceiving, left here believing

I am a terrible man
Wake up! I'm sweating, I'm burning, I'm dreading
Dreading this horrible trend

Now that I see that your heart is for loving
Why did I break it again?