1st Verse

Have you ever been so close to something that you want so bad you can almost taste it, he's got an opportunity on the line and he will do anything not to waste it, he's, soaked his pillows with tears because he wants to show the world his creation, let out the frustration, like Devlin he's nothing but a dreamer with nothing but pure imagination,

H-Man aint had a dream in a while cause his thoughts are keeping him awake of a night, wondering when he's gonna break see the light, putting everything he's got at stake on the line, like a circus clown on a tight rope, one slip and theres no hope, so he prays on the day he takes off his disguise and puts the mask down, until then he hides behind the tears of a clown,
but this ones a killer clown, bright white eyes, red smile, theres still a frown, looks in the mirror he's changing can't keep the panic down, he can't wash it off now anyhow, he's crawling the walls with stress aint fighting he's writing to be the best, spitting till his chest a mess along with his head, he don't listen to the rest,
and what they've got to say, alls they ever do is underestimate, to say they don't understand would be an understatement, he don't listen anyway, his headphones are too loud to get the words in his verse but its gonna worsen, I've tried telling him, well i mean myself, but theres no going back now, were the same person,


Chorus


He keeps saying "The only way is up!" but i aint seeing no stairs, he aint having no luck, they aint answering his preys, staring death in the face close up, its time to face his fears, theres something keeping him up, but he aint having nightmares,
putting everything he's got at stake, even tho i know theres, no guarantee that he'll break, "am i the only one that cares?!" insomnia he can't shake, his days are turning into years, theres something keeping him awake, but he aint having nightmares!


2nd Verse

He, lights up a rollie he can't sleep, the more he writes the more he press repeat, on the same story every week, no-ones feeling sorry when he weeps, goes to the fridge but he can't eat, picks up the pen its the same routine, puts the kettle on to make a coffee, lights up, full of nicotine and caffeine!

theres no quitting for him, his heads full to the brim, if he throws his lyric book in the bin, 2 minutes later he will empty the thing, its grim! he drinks 10 red bulls, 3 bottles of boost and grabs a handful, of sleeping pills, sleep he will, his lids are getting heavy with an eye full,
he asks himself "am i asleep? i must be?" sees Freddy Krueger run so he tries to chase him, slaps Jason in the face with a handful of razor blades and then braces himself, he sees Leather Face coming out of the ba!@&(t with a chainsaw raised and Mike Myers got a bike tyre, and a pair of players "Wheres his knife he must of misplaced him?" he laughs and says "This aint real? i must be asleep and dreaming?" finds Michael Myers knife and cuts himself, but he's surprised because he starts bleeding, wonders why he feels the pain, realises this is real and he's awake! he's trapped himself in his own brain, H-Man wrote himself insane cause he keeps saying...


Chorus

"The only way is up!" but i aint seeing no stairs, he aint having no luck, they aint answering his preys, staring death in the face close up, its time to face his fears, theres something keeping him up, but he aint having nightmares,

putting everything he's got at stake, even tho i know theres, no guarantee that he'll break, "am i the only one that cares?!" insomnia he can't shake, his days are turning into years, theres something keeping him awake, but he aint having nightmares!