And it's true he was so young
But you are here
And the moment clouds your brain

You could've even saved him
That means nothing
You could've even been there

That's a lie
How can you blame him for your life?
It's a mental suicide

And it carries you away
Dissolve your fear into one
Dissolve will find a way

Then it's true we aren't immune
But there's a way
And denial clouds your brain

To try and understand him
That means nothing
To try and find the meaning

It's a lie
How can you blame him for your life?
It's a mental suicide

And it carries you away
Dissolve your fear into one
Dissolve will find a way

To right a wrong
To understand
To figure out

It's in His plans
To leave alone
To find a way

To figure out
It's not your fault
And it's the both of you he's ruined

He's torn away all the desire born inside
You could've even saved him
That means nothing

You could've even been there
That's a lie
To try and understand him

That means nothing
To try and find the meaning
It's a lie

To leave alone
To find a way
To figure out

It's not your fault
To see yourself
Your brother wouldn't be proud of you

Proud of you anymore