Tears are falling as I sit here again
the night just has fallen and lonely I am
I need to adjust myself and practise to be alone

my mind is messed up and my head heavy as a stone
I scream out loud and I wish someone could hear my despair
I'm searching for some silence and I'm searching for some care

Nobody really knows me who I really am
I got so many words unspoken in my head


Do you want to know what I fear
can you understand my tears
I'm easy to bring down

I'm everybody's clown

Don't ask me to do things that I dislike

I'm already feeling bad and worse I might
I'm not much of a rejecter so I got myself to blame
I'm weak and wounded and to that you can add lame

I scream out loud and I wish someone could hear my despair
I'm searching for some silence and I'm searching for some care
Nobody really knows me who I really am

I got so many words unspoken in my head

Do you want to know what I fear

can you understand my tears
I'm easy to bring down
I'm everybody's clown


Close my eyes, close my ears, close my mouth
and I wish it all disappear

I can no longer cope with this life
and I'm so filled with fear
Can you tell by looking at me

that something is wrong
I have eyes but the things that I see
won't please my mind