I swear this %#@! is, this %#@! is serious, my ^!$$%
It's like it's a constant battle between good and evil
This is like war, man, it's making my brain hurt

I feel it, aye

And I feel it over and over and over

And over and over till I'm out of control
I feel like I rise and I fear and I know
That it would be way much easier if I sold my soul

This life is a movie and I never stick to the script
And I won't because I know my role
I wish I was blind but I know what I know

It's nowhere to turn to and nowhere to go
But baby girl, I'm hustling, tryna come up again
I ain't got enough money to be republican

My heart cold, I'm just tryna live again
But tomorrow I die I'd give a $#&@ again
So the $#&@ I'mma vote for? 'Cause I'm a role model

So I gotta tell the kids to go out and vote more
Oh, sure, ^!$$%, I'm from the go off
It's easier to keep fronting so I can show off

Nobody wanna see nothing, nobody wanna be responsible for the repercussions
'Cause God forgives but the reaper doesn't
The media be misleading the public

Are you our leader, a sheep or a puppet?
You really you believe what you becoming?
You never know, though, the spirits, they are among us, you never DOLO

Under Devil's control I see a whole lot of images, hella photos and I can tell by your logo

These voices in my head got a ^!$$% going crazy

I know, I know, I know these choices in my head got a ^!$$% going crazy
I said these voices in my head, choices in my head
God on my side, demon in my bed, look me in my eye

And tell me I ain't mother$#&@ing crazy
I know, I know, I know I


Made it up that deal
They gonna kill you, ^!$$%, if you gonna talk about that deal
You better watch what you say in this mother$#&@ing song, boy

I know, I know, I know I better fall back, I better keep it all wrapped
'Cause if the reaper get to calling I don't get to call back
Me and my ^!$$%s all trapped, wait, say it again

Me and my ^!$$%s all trapped, little small rats, but the trick is small clap
I bet a dollar for every dollar your Jeffrey Donna and Benny Hannas
But you sleep so you showing up in your best pajamas

And broke (*##$es tend to go borrow their friends' pajamas
That's why they like ballers and dough to spent dollars
On trends and designers, her rent is behind her but she contemplating

Between a Benz and a Honda
Well, I'm dancing in the camera lenses in all this Prada
Blinded by the lights, blinded by the hype

Heaven's way up there, you blinded by the height
My career's on the line, I can't put the rap away
I swear to God it's easier to go that way

'Fore you learn to consume you just learn to be cool
What the $#&@ I need a scholarship for? $#&@ all the crap that I learn in school
'Cause if I learn the rules I can learn to rule, right?


These voices in my head got a ^!$$% going crazy
I know, I know, I know these choices in my head got a ^!$$% going crazy

I said these voices in my head, choices in my head
God on my side, demon in my bed, look me in my eye
And tell me I ain't mother$#&@ing crazy


It's my career on the line if I don't chose
What can I do? What the $#&@ I wanna do?

Can I say what the $#&@ I wanna say?
And can I move how the $#&@ I wanna move?
Tell me, am I crazy? Am I insane?

Oh, can I play how the $#&@ I wanna play?
Can I wear what the $#&@ I wanna wear?
And can I pray how the $#&@ I wanna pray?

Baby girl