Reality slapped me in the face
got to give up my dreams by now
reality was like a kick in the teeth

cant afford to loose up for now

when will i realize

truth hits you
every $#&@ing day
evil is actually a part of me.


my mind is spilling excuses
as my thoughts run down the drain

my body is a constant refusal
to the things that you cannot repair


time to wake the !@$( in me
time for you to see
what i am able to be