Sometimes I feel I'm getting closer
The deeper I go, the darker it gets


Difficult to know the exact day it started
I didn't crash my nose in the wall but smoothly dropped my head below the surface
Was supposed to float above yet the temptation was so high

I had no resistance. I wanted to explore but I drifted and I drifted
I drifted, and I drifted
Now i'm drowning


Back in time, everything was so certain
I couldn't realize how fragile was the balance, but it was

You were the grain of sand, the little mouse scaring the elephant

Doubts popped out from a place

Buried deep with all the fears from the %#@! you've been taught as a kid to be standard
A normal way of being, reasonable mind in a healthy body.
I'm more than one.

I'm more than one.
Will you tell me what I want
cause I don't even know it


Tell me what I want.
Because I don't even $#&@ing know it


And all those miles between us
Oceans and frontiers separating us.


I hate to say it but it's not gonna happen
And my head and my heart dropped in two distant oceans

Which one will sink first is the only question
I hate to say it but it's not gonna happen


I've got to know
What is the place where I've got to go
My head is spinning from right to left

And left to right's the most I can get

I've got to go

Just tell me where and I'm gonna know

Can I move ahead ?

Give it up.
Abandon everything that I've been building up
Can I move ahead ?

Give it up
Forget the other me that you made coming out