You don't know what it's like
To walk my shoes everyday
Being forced to deal

With all the %#@! that they say
Cause they're always making fun of me
Always pushing me down

Acting like $#&@ing kings
But I don't see no crown
And they find it so good

So entertaining
It's like I'm their favourite target and
They're always aiming

And there's no reason for it
No possible explaining
It's like they like destroying me

With all the %#@! they're saying
But what if I told you
That I'm tired of it

Tired of everyone treating me like I'm their subject
And what if I told you
That I won't back down

That I'll stand up to anyone
Who will wear that crown
What if I told you

That I ain't giving up
'till I die I'm dreaming
But I ain't putting up

With the %#@! they pull
My rage limit is full
Ain't sucking up again

I gotta follow my soul



And when I'm gone
You'll just move on
While I'm in the studio rapping

'till the break of dawn
Following the beat
Spilling my thoughts away

I'll do it everyday
While you just stay the same


And it's just everyday
Man I'm so tired of it
I don't know how much longer

I can deal with all of it
Maybe it won't take that long
'till I'm outta this place

But it seems so far away
Man at least at this pace
Wake up everyday

Knowing that it's the same
Not even sure if it's myself
Or them that I should blame

But I don't even care
It's just so much pain
I just can't deal with it

I just need to get away
But maybe one day
I'll look back at all of this and say

"Man it was worth dealing with that %#@!"
But it's kinda hard
Believing with no hope

Not even sure if this will keep me from
Going broke
But I need to take a chance

Try to climb this ladder
Even if every step breaks
I'll climb it better

And if I walk past it
Actually reach the top
You can be sure that there's

Nothing that'll ever make me pop

And when I'm gone

You'll just move on
While I'm in the studio rapping
'till the break of dawn
Following the beat
Spilling my thoughts away

I'll do it everyday
While you just stay the same


And now I'm up here

Up in the atmosphere
The dark clouds are gone and
I can see clear
I'll never forget
Who walked up with me

And all those who said
Fame's something I'd never see
Everyday I pray
For that one true day
Where I'll get the payback of those

Who mock me today
And maybe then I'll say
With my true honesty
That I'm now watching
What they said I'd never see
And I'm seeing it up close

Not from the far like you
Bet you regret it now
Wish you could be here too
I would have brought you with me
But you just had to do it
I didn't need your support or
Your help through it

I just needed peace and quiet to work
You did the opposite and drove me beserk (me beserk)
Well that actually helped
Got the rage out of myself
Now it's on the mic
And I'm at the top of the shelf
And I won't back down

This time I'm up for good
Go and mock me again
Really, I think you should
Give me the fuel I need
To feed this fire
Every time you insult me
Man I just get a step higher (step higher)

Higher to rap (higher to rap)
Higher to spit (higher to spit)
My sword's the pen so I don't need
No guns to hit (no guns to hit)
But man don't think that I
Won't raise my fists to you
I-I- ain't joking man

I'm just speaking the truth (I'm just speaking the truth)
And now I'm back
You can say it's wack
Won't give a $#&@
My life's hip hop and rap
And in a couple years
You'll hear this track again

See me on tv and think
How stupid you were back then
And there's one more thing
That I need to say
And if you need to say it say it to my face not when I'm away
Don't make stupid jokes, face it like a man
Let's take it outside so you can understand fully

And when I'm gone
Just move on
You hear the sound of my voice and
Just carry on