chorus -

I feel like drowning drowning drowning deep into this mood

emotions dripping dripping dripping in the darkest blue
I feel like dreaming dreaming dreaming my way to the moon
but reality told me told me told me I speak way too soon


verse 1 -


I feel like my whole life consists of endless compromise
it's the reason why I don't care if anything goes right
everybody around my situation has so much advantage

how can I expect to live so lavish when my mental is so damaged

people that I interact with pump themselves up with plastic

all their movements stay in tandem they all speak in random static
maybe I don't understand them or they all consist of magic
maybe I'm the person who does not belong on this planet


tired of the pressure to produce for other's gain
I can make my outlook change but the world remains the same

I no longer care at all, I hate the players and the game
but I grew up this way, so my surroundings are the blame


verse 2 -

my genetic lottery ticket stolen, so my mind will never open

all these negative emotions leave my heart alone and broken
seems like I don't know when I don't know when my emotions
will take over the notion that I have ever had of growing


let me float deep inside, the darkest corner of my mind
so I can put a light to lies, buried very deep inside

I don't know I don't know why I think that this is right
or even why it matters in the grandest scheme of my life


it's never dark when it's silent, silence is never dark
but when life gets the darkest, silence will break a heart
I stay silent in those moments, because of my old scars

then I realize that darkness, is the only way to see the stars

verse 3 -


this expression in my eye, makes me depressed all the time
theirs no questions to my life, I just answer on the fly

everytime I go outside, I walk around like Im a spy
I despise the morning light, I'm more productive late at night


I see people like their weapons for my arsenal in heaven
I get messaged from dimensions, beyond my comprehension
my mind struggles for attention during out of body lessons

and no matter how I try, there is no real retention

If I only had incentive to change my whole perspective

or even just objectives, directed at progression
my mind would play detective and prove it's ineffective
the power of depression, that's the end of this message