How this
How that
When everyone

won't get back
I try to be calm
I try to be sane

All that I can do is
scream, why this
why me

I pray to God
that wouldn't happen
to me

guess what
it finally did


Now all I can think of
is
why did this have to happen to me

this way
when it did


I screamed
I cried
I asked the whole world why


I fight
I sigh

Then I feel you holdin' me tight
all through out every night
saying that you won't leave me

and that you won't leave me blue
and that you'll always be true


What am I suppose to do
When all you do
is hurt me

put me through pain
abuse me
and then say

I really didn't mean too

That's nothing but lies

How can I trust you
with my heart everytime
When all you do

is bring me down
and make me feel
like I'm nothing to you


Please tell me the reason
behind this

if not
Then we're finally through
and you know it'll always

be true