Ah %#@!!

As my sky turns from autumn to ash,

I hate you more and more each day.
As my mind grows angry by the hour,
My circumstances look so grey.


Please don't forgive me,
I can't forgive myself,

The knife is planted in my back.

I'm the deepest cut

I'm the deepest wound
I'm the deepest lie you ever told
I'm the hardest part

I'm the blackest heart
I'm the darkest night that's way too cold
I'm leaving

I'm leaving now
I'm leaving
I'm the one that's always leaving you.

(Always leaving you)

Like drilling holes deeper in my teeth,

I fake the smile on my face.
Constantly shoving your fingers down my throat
You know the best ways to bring the worst out of me.


Please don't forgive me
I can't forgive myself

The knife is planted in my back

I'm the deepest cut

I'm the deepest wound
I'm the deepest lie you ever told
I'm the hardest part

I'm the blackest heart
I'm the darkest night that's way too cold
I'm leaving

I'm leaving now
I'm leaving
I'm the one that's always leaving you!


Leaving, leaving, leaving!


I'm the deepest cut
I'm the deepest wound
I'm the deepest lie you ever told

I'm the hardest part
I'm the blackest heart
I'm the darkest night that's way too cold

I'm leaving
I'm leaving now
I'm leaving

I'm the one that's always leaving...you!
Always leaving you!
Always leaving...