Lately I've been dreaming
Maybe one day I'll go back
Maybe one day I may heal

And hear the sound of my laugh
Again, I can't help but think of
all the days that have passed

Just maybe have another drink
And drink away all this mass
That I drag, on my shoulders

Getting colder, holding over my $$#
Polyphonic prose,
off on some !@^%'s act

a sophomore on this path
Long lead by this ash
He's walking lost, dazing off

On haunting thoughts, when I'm sad
Its like I find myself venting
to nobody but rap,

if only your act
Was as $#&@ing tough as you put it out
The bottle hollows

A quarter full of pain, and some hach
I sip my sorrow,
Take a hit, and run from my past

you dont look forward when you're broken
and yesterday's the cast
A new day opens, and you're hoping

You'll wake up a year back
You pack your bags and you're willing
To take off from the start

Well here goes nothing watch me kick it
With a bottle and scars


*CHORUS:
Singin'
Why does love seem to hurt a little more than hate does?


Verse 2:
A delirious artist,

who fell in love, when it started
he never thought it'd escalate
To such a serious problem

Her god damn picture,
Was drawn in ink and scarred in his heart
And Thats when he got it, ''im in love''

The Thought hit him now he's !@$!ed
Every time he'd see her
They used to talk like it was nothing

The cipher's, getting clearer
With adrenaline rushing
Im Pissed, crushed, blood gushing

Fisticuff in the mirror
and now the quality of his life
Depends on his $#&@ing dealer

Let me tell you this
I was never a corny kid
I was never the type of guy

That made wishes, and bought gifts
But %#@!, I spent two hours on a date
Preparing it, it was lame

and I knew it was, 2 cups of champagne
but she never came
you don't look forward when you're broken

and yesterdays the cast
A new day opens, and you're hoping
You'll wake up a year back

You pack your bags and you're willing
To take off from the start
Well here's goes nothing watch me kick it

With a bottle and scars

*CHORUS*


Growing up, like every kid
I had to witness some %#@!

I watched my grandma die
Looked her in the eyes, as we split
My dad lost his job,
and alcohol is the fix
this house flipped, goes' all we got

Caused by some $#&@ing dick
He gets a call
Your son got caught, dealing alcohol
The cops are called, and his friend's
off to the hospital

All in the same two weeks
Doesn't compare to how I felt
My only thought, you were all I got
And left me by myself


*CHORUS*