I'm giving up on all hope on this place, so sorry mum and sorry dad it's just no ones gonna care about my ugly face. Only till that one day that I put the chrome to my dome and blow out my brains and start floating up into space.

and that's when I can start forgetting all this pain.


Walking home in the rain tryna get sick on purpose cause I don't wanna go to school for he next few days, cause I've got some troubles itching on top my brain from walking down memory lane it's driving me insane.


Cause I feel my time on this planet is a waste,
cut lines from the blade are slowly forming below the waist,


So, I'm sorry everybody. here I can give you some space and get out of your face, cause you don't have to tell me twice cause I know I'm just one big mistake.

I guess, that's what I get for taking every stupid risk i take and trusting faith,

`causing me to grab a rusted blade,

I trusted then trust then trust just pick it self up and went away. from me.


Cause lately I feel that I'm slowly drifting away from my happy place and family.


Cause everyday I wake and every step I take and every corner I make I feel it's just gonna be one big mistake.

I feel like i should be holding up a sign saying "Stay away from me" But there's no need cause i feel like I'm invisible and no one can see me. or even hear me....

I honestly feel like everybody's ignoring me and life's not worth it and it's boring me,

praying to god is something I usually don't do. but at this point in life he feels like his the only person I can usually talk to.


Cause I can no longer walk down my street with everybody starring at me so I chuck in my headphones and start blaring some beats, I try to keep my chin up but somehow my head is always locked at my feet.