Blacking in and out in a strange flat in East London
Somebody I don't really know just gave me something
To help settle me down and to stop me from always thinking about you


And you know your life is heading in a questionable direction
When you're up for days with strangers and you can't remember anything

Except the way you sounded when you told me you didn't know what I should do

It's a long road up to recovery from here

A long way back to the light
A long road up to recovery from here
A long way to making it right


And so I wake up in the morning just like every other day
And just like every boring blues song I get swallowed by the pain

So I fumble for your figure in the darkness just to make it go away

But you're not lying there any longer and I know that that's my fault

So I've been pounding on the floor and I've been crawling up the walls
And I've been dipping in my darkness for serotonin boosters,
cider and some kind of smelling salts


It's a long road up to recovery from here
A long way back to the light

A long road up to recovery from here
A long way to making it right


And on the first night we met, you said well darling let's make a deal
If anybody ever asks us, let's just tell them that we met in jail
And that's the story that I'm sticking to like a stony faced accomplice

But tonight I need to hear some truth if I'm ever getting through this

Yeah, you once sent me a letter that said if you're lost at sea

Close your eyes and catch the tide my dear and only think of me
Well, darling now I'm sinking and I'm as lost as lost can be
And I was hoping you could drag me up from down here towards my recovery


If you could just give me a sign, just a subtle little glimmer
Some suggestion that you'd have me if I could only make me better

Then I would stand a little stronger as I walk a little taller all the time

Because I know you are a cynic but I think I can convince you

Yeah, cause broken people can get better if they really want to
Or at least that's what I have to tell myself if I am hoping to survive


It's a long road up to recovery from here
A long way back to the light
A long road up to recovery from here

A long way to making it right

Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover

Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover
Darling, sweet lover, won't you help me to recover
Darling, sweet lover, one day this will all be over