I find it so hard to be true
And all these lies I'm telling you
Are little anchors in my chest

That pull us down into this mess
I find it easy to distract
And just as soon as you turn

Your back, I'll be gone again

I find it so hard to be true

And all the secrets
I keep from you
Are like a blackness

In my heart that
Only tears us both apart
I find it easy to pretend

That we're not heading for our end
This I'm telling you


I built a wall..
I cut you off..
Now there's no lies

That's gonna fix this up

I played the saint

And a saint I ain't
Now all the hurt
Is here again.... here again


I find it so hard to be true
But I'm gonna try my best for you

And every distance that we've known
Will disappear before too long
And every line we've ever drawn

Will be erased before we're gone..
And this I swear to you..


I built a wall
I cut you off
No there's no lie

That's gonna fix this hurt..

I played the saint

I cursed your name
Now there's no-one
But myself to blame

That you're gone....

We had it down in the end to

You know I hate it this way
You keep on pushing on me
They say it's never too late

I'm afraid it is now for me

When every word that you say

I can't know how I can believe
And now you've pushed me away
Till I was way beyond me


I know I'll be lonely without you
But there's no fight left in me

I'm breaking down all the walls
You slowly built around me


Why do you ask for my trust?
When you're not worthy of it?
I find it hard to adjust

To the lines you're drawing for me.

Wait !