Spell on you safe landed on top
at least I've heard all the names you've dropped
I can't speak without a sound the memories fade

I'm down on the ground scratch my face
bite my tongue can't change you get things
undone breathing hard I hate myself

I'm despised for what I once felt and
the summer nights turn black and blue
and all the stars are black just to sue you

I wish I could see behind the shade
to face my fear comprehend my fate
turn the page it's the chapter of grin

I'm cut to fit in the puzzle I'm in
back door walk through I hate to leave
I feel so small in belief please excuse

my giving up I'm overboard stop.