Chorus
'She said I wonder when it'll be my day
'Cause I'm not too far from breaking down

And all I got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile
And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, this way''


Verse 1
I got this rage up in my mind, but I lock it up inside

got this pain up in my heart, but you'll never see me cry
Im not feeling like myself, feeling more like someone else
feeling different than I could, Im feeling different than I should


Its a shame, most these days, I stay locked up in my room
I go to sleep to Biggy Smalls, then I sleep into noon

the months are growing dead and the days are getting gloom
When I throw the headphones on, then I feel my heart boom


see music keeps me breathing, yea it keeps me alive
without it I'd be $#&@ed, no I wouldn't survive
I wouldn't have a drive, and I never woulda strived

to be the best I could, or to really contrive

I turn ideas into feelings, then I turn feelings to songs

turning scheming to dreaming , turning rights into wrongs
now my musics doing well, yea its coming along
I finally stopped searching this is where I belong


Chorus
'She said I wonder when it'll be my day

'Cause I'm not too far from breaking down
And all I got are screams inside
But somehow they come out in a smile

And I'm wondering if I'll always feel this way, this way'

Verse 2

When I write these songs today, Its like an Everyday Battle
See Im doing what I can, but im just living in shadows
I write about my life, and I artistically dabble

while these other artists seem to just simplistically babble

Well Im sick of being looked at as your Mr. Number 2

apparently I just exist, The world revolves around you
Wheres my number one hit, wheres my "damn you can spit"
Wheres my "%#@! your legit", When is it time to just quit


do you know how far I've gone, how much time I've commit
just to hear your musics hot, but it don't quite fit

do you know why I rap? I rap for revenge
on any motha $#&@a who said that I can't when I can


I've grown a little bit, I've matured as an artist
I may not be that fast, but Im going the farthest
I may not be that hard, but Im rapping the hardest

and I don't rap to attack, see I use it to guard us

Chorus

And maybe you've fallen down, and maybe you just took the long way home
but baby you could never love you, like me
and one day this will fade away, in the mirror you'll see your smiling face

and standing next to you will always be me, yea me

Verse 3

It's all about the effort and the time you put in
It's all about the writing and the fire you bring
I'm sick of being told that I'm not a real rapper

when Im sitting in a frame with the photo you captured

I write about the truth and the world that I know

I don't yap about the fame, cause my tracks aint for show
I feel hotter than hell, and in my eyes Im a pro
but I know you disagree, you see me zero below


does anybody hear me cause Im thinking ya don't
do you listen to the lyrics, cause I don't think so

why even be a fan, if you won't hear what Im saying
if the world don't like my songs, then I'll spit em in heaven

when you tell me Im no good, your adding fuel to the fire
but thats really good for me because Im getting inspired

it don't matter what you say or the hate you promote
cause the rhymes are getting better once they come out the throat

you claim to be something that we all know your not
you try and tell us stories but your changing the plot

why even bother running, you'll get caught, they're the cops
I saw em throw away the kids once the jail bars were locked

Bridge
Tell me about those nights you stayed awake

Tell me about those days you hated me
Tell me how you'd rather die alone than being stuck here with me
One day you're gonna see things my way
you gave me so much room that I can breathe