Today i fell so far away from all my happy yesterdays
I watched my castles turn to ashes
My failure is suffocating me i can't remember how to breathe

To change is so far out of reach

And i'm falling out of me


Why can't i break out of this crawl it's unimaginable
Sometimes this world can feel so small and insufficient to my needs


I'm stuck beneath this wall of gray soaking my mind in disarray
There's nothing left to throw away

These mirrors only show my skin never revealing what's within
I need to know what real truth is


If i lose what i saved will i find it in grace over every scar
If i lost what i gained will it all be replaced by what i've learned so far