We drove through mountains on our way to Tennessee, and debated the existance of
a 'god'. I'm not sure I agree with anything you say but I'll defend with my
life..no, I don't care!


And I think you should know this is my greatest triumph and I don't expect a
reward, but if you think you could clear some time up I'd love to get together

and discuss modern art, modern war; things I can hold in my hand, I can't grasp
much more than that. To me every plane I see overhead is as far as the sky goes.


Now it's not like I'm completely closed to truth beyond science, I just need
something more than a book. You say "What about the trees, the sky, those dreams
you have that symbolize some sort of divine plan?" Or how about that time when

you were ten years old and you almost ran out into a busy road. You couldn't
stop your own momentum but something pushed you and to this very day you still
don't know what it was, and it scares you. You think about it every night, but

over the years you've been convinced it was you, you stopped yourself.

But at that funeral for myself someone tell my crying mother, your son is in a

better place now. At that funeral for myself someone tell my crying mother, your
baby's in a better place now.


I'm going to a better place now.
I hope there is a better place now