I am all $#&@ed up
And I am ready to break
I don't wanna be the guy

Who is always on the outside
I wanna find my own
good place


All $#&@ed up
And I don't know how

How I ever got to where I feel
Like I am dying on the inside
I want to be happy

But I don't know how

I am all $#&@ed up

And it's always the same
I always get so close,
Then I let it get away

I got no one but
myself to blame


I'm all $#&@ed up
And I don't know why
If the rest of my life

Is going to be like this
Think I would rather die
I am all $#&@ed up


Yes, I am all $#&@ed up
You're happy

when you are all $#&@ed up
Yes, I am all $#&@ed up


I am all $#&@ed up
Yes, I am ready to break
I don't wanna be the guy

Who is always on the outside
I wanna find my own
good place


All $#&@ed up
And I don't know how

How I ever got to where I feel
Like I'm dying on the inside
I want to be happy now


I am all $#&@ed up
And it is always the same

I always get so close
then I let it get away
I got no one but

myself to blame

I am all $#&@ed up

And I don't know why
If the rest of my life
Is going to be like this

Than I think I would rather die
I am all $#&@ed up