Chance doesn't exist
But the path of life is not
Totally so predestined and

Time and chronology
Show us how all should be
In the ways of existence

To find out why we are here

Being conscious is a torment

The more we learn is the less we get

No one survives the whole, focus on things so small

But life's objective is to make it meaningful
Only searching for this
That which doesn't exist

Although our ability
To relativize remains unclear


Being conscious is a torment
The more we learn is the less we get
Every answer contains a new quest

A quest to non existence, a journey with no end

I'm not afraid to die

I'm afraid to be alive without being aware of it

I'm so afraid to, I couldn't stand to

Waste all my energy in things
That do not matter anymore


Our future has already been written by us alone
But we don't grasp the meaning
Of our programmed course of life

We only fear what comes
And smell death every day.


Our future has already been wasted by us alone
And we just let it happen and do not worry at all


Our future has already been written by us alone
But we don't grasp the meaning
Of our programmed course of life

We only fear what comes
And smell death every day
Search for the answers that lie beyond


Being conscious is a torment
The more we learn is the less we get

Every answer contains a new quest
A quest to non existence, a journey with no end