I've created my own world
In my $#&@ing mind
Sometimes I'm so anti social

I don't want to communicate
With nobody
I want to go to a place where I can be alone

To fight the shadows that follow me

I have friends and family by my side

But still I feel this way
Why ?
Why do i live in darkness

I don't want this

It feels like I'm trapped inside myself

And i can't get out

I can't throw it out

I gotta lose it
It's stuck
it won't come

Like it's $#&@ing permanent

I can't change my mind !

Like I hate the world and love it at the same time
Like i want to die but I can't
I need to $#&@ing survive

I need to $#&@ing survive!

Have you ever felt like this? (x3)