Sittin' up in my room... thinkin' deep./
Man this life of mine's has been a ride, it's bittersweet./
Reminiscing on my childhood days, visit me./

On the mental quest back in the past of this emcee./
Used to think all the pain would change up in my teens./
Should have known then it was all up in my dreams./

Got the first job of my life at the age of 15,/
I didn't mean to work too much, but then it seemed,/
The pain was all numbing away, diminishing./

So I used it as an outlet, but bitterness intervened./
Hated living in the south so much, I missed things,/
Like going to prom or having a Sweet 16./

Now all I do is work, school, and write "sweet 16's."/
Upload them to YouTube, and always strengthening,/
My relationship with God. It's a gift to me./

Because He loves me despite the fact that Imma...
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Sometimes I pray for my wife. It's really moving since,/
At this point of my life, I don't know who she is./
And on the day that I sees her (Caesar) like Julius./

Sportin' a white dress, then Imma be moved again./
But so often I wonder... "Will I be blessed with that?"/
A wife? Kids?, a family?, be the bestest dad?/

Will my future children respect me back?/
Despite the fact of how big of a mess I am ?/
My shortcomings are shorter than Cousin Skeeter./

Not saying I'm a failure, but I ain't Superman either./
They say I'm sick in the head, but I don't believe them./
They say that ya boy has come down with "Jungle Fever."/

I love all the races in the world imaginable./
Love is blind for sure, but that's just what I am attracted to./
God knows me best, and my passions too./

I trust His decision more than mine, and that's because.../

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