For a long while she had this notion
Finally found her body in the Ocean
Now you're telling me that suicide is wrong

When everybody's singing to her suicidal songs
It'not right but it's okay
When people stop and stare and call my haircut gay

I never thought you'd laugh at me for beeing
Ineffectual
I never knew you cared 'til now my love. Good god!


It was a !@#$ suicide
Oh I can't believe my pretty eyes

Still it took me by surprise
For such a !@#$ suicide


Jesus wept and gave me a hard on
It lasted for six days and a month
And now you're telling me that I should be ashamed,

Well
Why don't you go and take a look in the mirror
My shoes are rubbish, my hair is a mess

My life is a failure and I'm constantly depressed.



It was a !@#$ suicide
Oh I can't believe my pretty eyes
Still it took me by surprise

For such a !@#$

And I forgot to say that silence is much worse

And if your baby breaks in two
Then I'd throw it back to you
Though I thought you never knew


Shut up! You're making me sick
My daddy moans and he thinks I'm thick


"Hey dad, guess what? I got a B in math today"
"Put it on the fridge son and make it all go away"


Push! Push! Push a little harder!


It was a !@#$
Oh I can't believe my pretty eyes
Still it took me by surprise

For such a !@#$

And I forgot to say that silence is much worse

And if your baby breaks in two
Then I'd throw it back to you
Though I thought you never knew