Breaking every single promise you claimed to conceal. With lies as far as the eye can see I can see you weren't for real. I'm so sick of building you up while you tear me down. My heart is breaking for you as it's hitting the ground. OH GOD! Let this be my prayer to You in hope's he understands. Your love is near to the broken and that he's in Your hand. With every single step let him never forget, You hold him even when his faith is near it's end. MOVE. I have seen the side of you very few have seen, you're not the one you think you are, not the one you claim to be, and it's just so evident it's killing me. And you're worth so much more than this. I hope you know I love you, there's still hope for you. Through thick and thin this is where we begin. I can't believe that I ever stopped trying, giving up on you when I should've kept fighting. Oh God, we need You now! Give me Your words right now. You will always be my brother and I pray you know our scars have shown the paths we've chose, and know that through it all, through thick and thin when your world fades from white to black, I'd give anything just to have my brother back. So after everything we've been through I've stayed true. I'd lay my life on the line; I'd take a bullet for you. I hope you know these are the reasons why I can't sit back and watch you destroy your life. So take your guilt, and take your pain, bury them deep down inside. You have always ran, but will you always hide? You're on a path I can't follow, and when you fall to your knees, this is you without a crutch, this is you without me. I'll turn my back cause I can't bear to see it. I'd rather tear out my eyes than to watch you crash and burn. This is a new lesson learned. I can't build you up, only God can restore.