Standing at the cross roads breathing dust
Trying not to choose although I know I must
Oh and my decisions pave my way though I want to stay here


Shutting out the voices in my head
Choking one by one until theyâ??re still and dead

The momentâ??s gone with what I say then come what may

Feeding off what I should not have done

Learning from what I could not have known
Burning up inside when I donâ??t know where to go
Pretending to be unconscious when my conscience says no


My eyes are closed Iâ??m blind and already gone
And who knows if Iâ??ll stop before I hurt someone

Afraid to take a stand and choose Iâ??d rather loose

Feeding off what I should not have done

Learning from what I could not have known
Burning up inside when I donâ??t know where to go
Pretending to be unconscious when my conscience says no