If this is what rain on my skin feels like, I want to feel it forever, again and again
I thought it through: the same terrifying scenes in front of my closed eyes
I know I can't change anything of this, but I want you to untie the knot that holds me to the ground

Now I know, I am lost without you
It's damn true, I feel useless without you
I watched my dreams die too many times

Please not this time
I promise I will never ever beg again, if you decide to hold my hand
My expectations will always stay memories of failures

That's why I wish you won't stay a line in a song, but a part of my life
All my time, I spend waiting and waiting for a light like you
Your appearance shines brighter than everything I've ever seen

You'd say I was looking for someone to fall in love
The $#&@ing truth be told I was just searching myself
What a beautiful problem

What a beautiful nothing
Now it's me, on my knees
Alone and scared: I still hate these nights

You mean everything to me and you could change the way I am, as I would $#&@ing let you do it.