I never thought that I would become the monster in the mirror.
Reflecting the things i've done,
I can't stand to look at my myself.

I tried to run away from this, a thousand miles I still regret.
I had no care for you,
I only cared for myself.

Pure selfishness was all that I felt.
Oh what a mess i've made.
It's days like this when I have regret

regret the way I treated you.
How could I be so cruel, how could I stop so low?
And maybe it's a good thing now, that I see what i've done.

And maybe a change; a change will surely come.
How can I deserve happiness if I never gave anyone happiness?
How could I deserve you if i've never deserved you at all?

How can I find it easier, just to hate this place.
Suppress the feelings and hide my face.
Tell myself i'm numb and I only feel anger.

But i'm tired , i'm done pointing the finger.
Fueled by insecurities, how can I make a move?
I'm still frozen here alone,

but with my ambitions I can make it back home.
Now i'm brand new, through all I do.
I am brand new.