(Something's not right, I don't understand)

Nowadays I keep to myself

Everybody else can look some other way
Things I say seem to get me into trouble
That I've been through for too many days


And trouble is a friend of mine
I'd like to leave behind

I like my friends more refined

Things I lose

Weighing on my heart
Every time I start to think
Maybe it's through


A little lie
Goes a long way when you can't say

Quite for sure what's the truth
The truth is something no one really
Wants to hear you say

Just how you doin and have a nice day

Nowadays you go for a walk

Better not stop and wave or say hello

Just this song

People will spit, give you %#@!
Just for looking at them
And for walking too slow


Slowly and methodically
I'll lock the world away

Haunted by my better days