Oh my god, i just turned 25..
n I'm alive,
for a minute

man but I've deprived..
myself,
a life,

I need a line,
to grip
so I can tie,

around my waist
I feel like sinkin
down,

I wanna die...
to get it over with,
i'm older

man I wanna quit
I'm jumpin on this train
it's movin quick,

I'm getting sick of it...
watchin kids,
gettin bigger,

yo,
I'm gettin pissed..
I wanna sit,

stationary,
for a little bit
so have a seat,

as the scenery,
we see,
will seem,

to bleed
to scenes
of dreamery

envisioned
in n endless sleep
sittin endlessly,

beside me,
on the ride,
will be,

another moment,
passing,
with this passenger

we'll never see..

all aboard..

the train,
will dock,
along the shore..

n let the older people
off,
to watch us

passin on...
sick with envy of
the children

who were never born..
I wish to god
that I was them,

I hate this train
we're on



So it's time to say goodbye, to you
so thanks for stopping by,

and listening,
even when, lyrics got, sickening,
this is me, signing off

this is my, symophny (2x)




oh my god,
Im gonna take another bite..

i'm getting overweight
n growing
bigger

every night...
$#&@ it,
what's the point,
if caring,
man

it's only size,
dying's
surely scary,
damn he's
26 n gonna die...

I think I need a diet,
$#&@ it tho
I'll never try it..
I am,
so excited,

just to see
what's on the other side..

sick of lyin hoes,
sick of tryn on the clothes,

knowin
that the'll never fit
n every time a different size..

so i'm passin on,
$#&@ man,

I'm mad as hell,
I've had it,
damn,
I'm sad,
n yellin,
out for
help,

n no1 knows..

what I'm goin through,
I'm feelin
cold
n so exposed
I've called,

to those
who know
the truth,
I rot
to slowly decompose..
before the coffins closed,
my bodies

gone
I'm
lost n froze
n all is gone,
to fall apart
n slowly
watch the dirt erode..


you find my coffin full,
Im hurt,
n god is
watchin you,
I'm gone,
I know,

u know it
oh my god I hope
I see you soon,


So it's time to say goodbye, to you
so thanks for stopping by,
and listening,
even when, lyrics got, sickening,
this is me, signing off
this is my, symphony (2x)



what?
you thinkin there that I'm depressed?
or I'm upset?
a little,
naw,
I'm happy
man, I guess..
it;s slowly makin sense,
life is what
you make it kid,
so get up,
out the house,
n start to live,
this isn't what it is...
it's not the internet,
or twitterin
or sittin there,
behind a desk,
in mommas house,
watchin vids n talkin %#@!..
it means,
to breathe the air,
relief,
n jesus
ease despair..
jeez,
I think
they seem
to think
I'm here
to make em get upset....
well I'm not,
I'm only livin
how I wanna live..
I wanna sit,
a minute,
man n listen
to the wind..
I've given up,
on it,
life eventually'll end...
time, is ending,
in the end,
we lose
innocence,
n then..
we slowly fade away..
granet stone,
containing names,
etched into
it's face,
to say
goodnye to you
n then a date..

we're bound
to see the grave,
it's fate,
decreed at every age...
many claim,
that god is real,
I hope it's true
for heaven's sake


So it's time to say goodbye, to you
so thanks for stopping by,
and listening,
even when, lyrics got, sickening,
this is me, signing off
this is my, symphony (2x)