Take a breath for a second,
Maybe a couple minutes,
Now free your spirit,

Close your eyes,
Picture yourself under a starlit sky,
You feel calm something you can't deny,

Open your soul let your emotions invade you,
And guess what? Ima do it too,
Cuz I'm a solid man with an issue,

I hardly reach myself,
It's totally my fault not theirs,
It's clear that I gotta fix me cuz if I don't, nobody else will,

This song is like a pill for when I'm ill,
This is exactly what I need, relax and chill,
Seek for the purest feelings hidden in the back of my head,

That's why you see me lyin' on my bed,
I'm tryna find my way while I'm rubbin' my forehead,
Iss difficult cuz I'm feelin' a lil dizzy,

I came to a point I don't even recognize me,
Have a break is my priority,
I just wanna forget it all.


Chorus:


Look at my past it doesn't wanna leave me,
Tryna put it behind me but it stays it won't go,
Am I gonna live that way? I chose to say no,

Tryna rescue myself it's an emergency,
Damn I mean it I better hurry.


How great it would be to turn into someone else,
Have a total different past be happy 'bout by myself,
Eventho I'm glad that I've always had a good health,

I'm not attached to life just like I don't care about death,
But you know what it is I'm lookin' for better days,
I'm determined there must be some other ways,

Cuz nobody will ever bring 'em to me on a tray,
I gotta work my $$# off so the pain go away,
I wish I could forget that I had a boring childhood,

Raised in the opposite environment of the hood,
Over protected private schools of course I was good,
I fit the mould but couldn't be proud of that it's all I understood,

It's still all I understand cuz this education doesn't build you,
It leads to being a sheep too,
Another copy without a real personality,

Tired of this %#@! I just wanna forget it all.

Chorus:


Look at my past it doesn't wanna leave me,
Tryna put it behind me but it stays it won't go,

Am I gonna live that way? I chose to say no,
Tryna rescue myself it's an emergency,
Damn I mean it I better hurry.


My introspection over and over I did it,
It ain't sufficient I can officially confirm it,

I !@#^yzed my past present and future,
The first one keep poppin' up man I'm tired to suffer,
This %#@! is endless I'll never have an answer,

So I push further cuz I can't find another pain killer,
Now you see why I want you to respect my grind?
Only medication I got to fight my mind,

I don't have much time only one lifetime,
Therefore I'm never gonna stop risin' till I forget it all.


Chorus:

Look at my past it doesn't wanna leave me,

Tryna put it behind me but it stays it won't go,
Am I gonna live that way? I chose to say no,
Tryna rescue myself it's an emergency,

Damn I mean it I better hurry.