and right now i feel like giving in on life
i got a best friend that is $#&@ing living in the Skye


they don't know suicide is different from depression
you all just don't understand it and should take this as a lesson


were struggling as kids hustling for %#@!
we no we can't afford but it beats busting a clip


isn't it? well now I'm starting to think different
were not thinking suicide we just coupe by drinking with


friends trying to chill out but when your alone it spills out
all on the plate depression isn't a state it is real now


i hate venting and I'm not talking about an air way
I'm trying to walk away but i can never find the stair case


my old high school friends are hitting me up now hearing my name
ill say it now I'm steering away when i was a nobody you disappeared than you came
back and wanted to chill again but i ain't about it

you didn't have my back when i started and said i wasn't about %#@!
i told you my dreams and than you said i doubt it
now people hear my music and i leave them all astounded

I'm trying to find a way around it i feel so surrounded
it really takes a toll on me when I'm feeling down it


just flicks a switch and takes me to a different state of mind
there times already come and now i wait for mine


I'm trying to finish school and make it in this music biz
but with no support from my family i don't know why I'm doing this


it must be for the love but I'm hanging on by a thread
i do nothing but music now and its taken all of my friends


i can't call none of them cause we don't speak no more
and now i don't give them the time of day so they just see closed doors


now there locked cause you wern't there when they were open
and you were never there when i needed someone i was hopeless