It's been a month or two, separate ways to avoid
The other half and so we forgot how we've been annoyed
Minor matters grew, the base got dispensable

A single pebble thrown, shattered our status quo

Breathe dust, drink mud, eat stone

Constrained, accursed and lonesome
Befogged, despaired, undone
Leaves me demented like a

Horror addict
Psychopathic


Hate replaced remaining rapture
Loss of soulfulness and common structure


You shift all blame on me
What for!
Sewage always seeks the drain

And words you say will leave a scar in me

I filled the gap you left with ego trips, booze and !@^%s

There's a rusty blade left to fester in your wound
I gave a %#@! about, too cold a shoulder to lean on
It doesn't make me proud, hate me for what I've become


No sorry eases pain
It's too late for regrets

The first strike smashed your crown
The only victim is you
It's my fault


But words you said and things you did have left a scar in me